Week Four, Day Two

Today's workout was sponsored by hulk Jade. I was supposed to get up at 4:45 to work out and didn't. Felt like shit when I got up at 6:30am. Then let my will power widdle away to nothing and got coffee cake and coffee which made me feel even more like shit.  Dealt with some work issues which set me on edge. Felt like a tub of lard all morning. Got in a fight with the hubs. 

Fat shamed myself until I felt properly bullied. 

So by the time we got to the gym, my desire to run it out was big. I was pissed and just wanted to not think about anything. 

Fast forward a half hour and I finished Week 3, day 3 of C25k. As in, I didn't skip any runs. 

I was not any happier. Nothing was solved. But I finished without skipping any runs.


Maybe being angry with everyone, including myself actually worked in my favor this time.